patchy, 18, I, love, him

He smiles at me
So bright today
I want to taste his precious lips
Just one more time
I want to bite them so that he screams
I want him to want me
As much as I want him
I want
Though I know

I'm afraid of tomorow
Don't get disappointed he says
I don't know me that well
To promise you a thing
When I'm alone
I revoke his words
And I feel that

I love him
When he's near
I love to love him fast
I love to watch him burn

I want to scream the world
That it's so kind to me
Though I know what pain is
So there I am
Forgetting that
What is sweet ends so fast