one of two

one me sleeps like a baby
second me like screams in the middle of the night
one like closed door
second like eyes full of power

one me smells like meadows
blooming orchard white apple flower
second me mouldy sweat
dirt and dust
the crap that sticks to hands

like a daydream
dream or not
my will is heavenly desire
the two sit in me
either wants to be the one
win with heaven
conquer hell
alter ego