the static exception from dynamic rule

I pretend to care
when I turn around
I see nothing

but a wall -
the static exception
from the you and me
dynamic rule
got to be true to myself
stop acting like a little girl
and stop picking
in my nose
with a flower you gave me
last summer in my garden
the same summer
I wanted you
to marry me

right here right now
why don't you believe
a word I say